Do you ever feel pushed and pulled in too many directions? Like each person in your life whether it is someone that is so close to you or that you just met at the market is asking you for too much? Like every last bit of you is being taken by one person after another and you just do not have a moment to breath? I do...
I know we all have days like these but it wasn't until I just sat down now and realized that more than a day of this... heck, I have been having a month of this, or maybe more. Maybe.
With each plan, phone call to return, errand to run, person to see, lunch date to keep and chore to take care of, I have less time for me and for the stuff, that when I put life in perspective that matters most. Over the last few days I have been thinking, I am sick of wasting my time on those things... that are not important, whether it is a time waster or something that does not make me happy I am done doing it. I know there are obligations in life and responsibilities to take on always... and that those will be a constant until the end of time... but it is another thing to take control of things that you have some how let others take the lead on.
It's my turn to take the lead, and stop feeling guilty about doing so. Here is to an evening at home, with my husband, doing only what I want and spending some quality time together.
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