Friday, July 24, 2009

To better things.

Do you ever feel like you want to keep driving?

You know, you are on the road to work, or maybe
to a doctors appointment, or even to school, or what about your parents house and you just don't feel like making that left, or exiting the off ramp?

That is how I felt yesterday. Like I just wanted to keep driving on the 101. I did not want to exit Reseda to go to work. I just wanted to keep going, with nothing in my way. That is kind of a metaphor for my life these days. And as I drove to work yesterday, with these thoughts swirling in my head I couldn't help but recognize this resemblance between what I wanted to do and what is actually happening to me. As the weekend approaches and I realize I have little to do I am happy to be able to relax and take a couple days off. Eventhough the last few days at work have been beyond boring and have been a mini vacation within itself, as I have perused facebook, thought about future plans and made a few personal calls.

As I prepare myself for next week I look forward to the weekend and taking a step towards what I refered to in my last post as the "The Change."And then as we roll slowly into Monday I will have to mentally prepare myself to do what I have been waiting to do for a while....

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