It is getting harder and harder to go out with dignity. As I sit trying to get through the load of work that has been dumped on me I cannot help but think to myself, “Where has all is this work been the past two years?” “And, why now, of all times, when I just want to be done already, is she purposely dumping all of this SHIT – yes shit, on me?"
The answer is because she is an unappreciative, undeserving human being. I have graced her with my goodness these past couple of years and she has failed to see it. That is truly no fault - but her own.
As I was warned by a couple of my co-workers, some of who have been working here for years and who have seen many employees come and go and an x- co worker of mine who recently shut the door on his time at S&R- “She will not make it easy for you.” I was told. It will be a living hell is basically what that translates too.
It is calm right now- my first calm since my notice, but I cannot help but feel that this is indeed the calm before the next storm, or should I say fire that I end up putting out for her. Ach! I am so disgusted.
So, back to that dignity thing. At this moment I am biting my tongue hard and holding back a wave of mixed emotions from flowing out at her. Each moment thinking to myself that this will all soon be over and that the wave of SHIT, yes shit, that I have taken on for the past two weeks will be completely gone when I walk out of the door next Friday.
Until then… happy Friday. I can tell you, next week will be a much happier Friday then this one. Up and on.
You can do it! Only five more days to go!!!
ReplyDeleteIm sorry that youre having to deal with this and I know that it is making you a stronger and better person!